Saturday, March 24, 2007, 3/24/2007 08:19:00 am
probably cant go for cca later..
having a splitting headache..
sometimes taking the initiative to try and get things right will only make things worse for yourself..
and wrist slitting does not hurt one single bit.. especially when you are angry. or upset.
had a tiff with him last night..
as usual, i was crying..
then jing heng was the only one who actually cared..
but we stopped talking after something happened..
so yahh, everything sucked..
this morning..
as in just..
i called him..
asked him if he minds replying my msg..
he totally hung up on me.
seriously, im giving up..
he doesnt even care bout my feelings at all..
then expects me to apologise for everything..
its always the same..
all the shitting sweet talk and whatever from him in the past is like..
when he gets angry he totally changes larr..
its like he's someone else..
so like everything that he told me before is all some stupid crap..
yarr..
hope he is angry enough not to see this..
im not very keen to see his reaction..
he will probably blow his top larr..
but i cant be bothered anymore.
since when was he?
anyway.
bye.
my headache is killing me..