Friday, July 20, 2007, 7/20/2007 08:30:00 pm
you're always the last to know.
it's not supposed to be this way.
you should always be the first to get the news.
you're always telling me that you're sorry for treating me in some way.
everytime i get angry, it wont last.
cos whenever you apologise, you sound so sincere.
you say everything that i want to hear.
i cant bring myself to get angry no matter what happens.
i never got the chance to tell you this.
i couldnt bear to.
the time was never right.
there are many things that have happened to me.
but i never mention them.
it's not your fault that you're never there with me.
or that you cant tell when im angry.
neither is it when you put everything before me.
you're one of those people i talk to the least.
sometimes i just feel really tired, but you dont bother when i tell you that.
you probably only remember to call me because you're really bored and have nothing better to
do.
but i guess it's okay.
sigh.