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Saturday, September 15, 2007, 9/15/2007 09:12:00 pm
i keep checking my phone..but he never called..not since i hung up for him..it's always for the same reason.he's probably like super pissed with me..sigh.my previous post was like only a few hours ago..but somehow, the time recorded is cranked up and now it says 0559.so yeah.not speaking to him for just hours make me go crazy..but it doesnt seem to have taken any effects on him..sigh..it's like im reacting too strongly to anything that has gotta do with him..and obviously it sucks.cause everytime he's angry with me and ignores me completely i get like so depressed and upset larh.my really really really good friend just rang me up..and she asked me why i had fallen for him in the first place..come to think of it, i dont know why either..like.. why him?but that's not important anymore.maybe im just feeling too much.like.much more than he does..actually it's been really confusing..cause like..we've broken up so many times..and i've mixed thoughts and emotions towards us..maybe she was right about the substitute thing.