Saturday, April 18, 2009, 4/18/2009 02:04:00 pm
save it, really.
im having a fever.
im going to muji with jamie later.
i screwed up chem on thursday.
my parents are confiscating my phone every night from now.
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i dont understand.
i dont understand why you bother asking me questions when you never believe my answers.
i dont understand why you have t check up on my once and again.
i dont understand why you are so eager in finding out th worst side of a person.
i dont understand why you have so many suspicions and doubts.
i dont understand why you see me as such a complicated person.
i dont understand why you have no trust at all for me.
fucking hell, if you dont trust me then dont even bother t act like you do.
cause i alr know th truth about you.
getting my call records t check up on me?
seriously. you guys are mental. plain paranoid.
i wont ask you t stay out of my life, i just hope you know your limits.
when im trying so hard t change who i am, you always have to dig up some shit to ruin everything. you're making things so so hard for me. cant you see im trying really hard? i dont see how what you're doing is helping me. it's really not. so save it. save it for yourself. it's not hard for me t turn nasty.