Thursday, July 23, 2009, 7/23/2009 10:06:00 pm
school passed fast.
chichi essay was shit. cant do anything about it.
gonna fail alit unseen. cant do anything about it.
went to chengcheng's house. photoboothed.
met some fuckers while getting REPAIRED PHONE. should have done more about it.
life is fucked. cant do anything about it.
family is even more fucked up. cant do anything about it.
mom really hates me for some unknwn reason. cant do anything about it.
really depressed. cant do anything about it.
broke. should do something about it.
death solves problems. should do it.
(U)
I was just trying to be myself,
have it your way, I'll meet you in hell
It's all these secrets that I shouldn't tell,
I've got to run away
It's hypocritical of you, do as you say not as you do
I'll never be your perfect girl,
I've got to run away
Well, I'm too young to be taken seriously
But I'm too old to believe all this hypocrisy
And I wonder, how long it will take them to see my bed is made
And I wonder If I was a mistake,
I might have nowhere left to go
But I know that I cannot go home
These words are trapped inside my head
Tell me to run before I'm dead