Thursday, August 06, 2009, 8/06/2009 09:14:00 pm
last day of blox.
chem, was th last paper.
chem, was bad.
i was sad. real sad.
and angry, @ something else.
anyway, i've waited till @ least 9+ t blog cause im trying t control how im feeling
which is,
fvcking pissed@ th world.
NAH, just angry.
and sad. really sad. annoyed too.
yeah, so i was feeling bad after chem paper,
and all th accumulated negative emotions just burst out.
and some lucky people managed t make me cry.
yes, thank you for doing tht.
tht was what i needed, it was th only appropriate thing for you guys t do.
kick me in th face when im flat on th ground.
you must be thinking, 'gerbera shouted @ me what. it was her fault'
EXCUSE ME MAN, TAKE A MOMENT T FLASHBACK AND SELF REFLECT
ON YOUR TONE, FACIAL EXPRESSION, CHOICE OF WORDS, BODY LANGUAGE.
gerbera can infer from all tht please.
i knw you guys think im stupid, but please, use a little of your GENIUS BRAIN
and you will realise, i have th intelligence of an average human being.
seriously, who th fuck are you? my friends?
ask yourself lah, my simple 2602 also cannot remember leh please.
you dont self denial lah. i can remember all of your dates lah. kp kias.
SO I PWN YOU~~~ - hahaha.
im controlling my language like to th maximum alr. so you fvcking better shut up.
do you think i have t [eat] take th wrong medicines t trigger my moods?
no lah, just because you might happen t do it, i dont.
and whatthehell man, you dont act in my class can. wanna act, act outside.
dont let me see. cause fuck man, friends dont do this.
they dont scold one another for being depressive.
YOU ASK YOURSELF LADY, YOU NEVER BEHAVE TH WAY I DID T ME BEFORE MEH.
HOW MANY TIMES ALR. GET A LIFE LAH.
i have moods also.
im not always th oh-so-gay gerbera. IM DIFFERENT from you I HAVE A LIFE.
i have emotions i cant always bottle up.
so all i can say is
sorry, i had a part t play, but you suay, choose th wrong time t kp me.
gerbera has t go take her medicines so she wont have normal emotions.
dont worry my meds include shizo-control, anti-lice, birth control pills, panadol,
sleeping pills, mood-prevention. so i will be void of emotions. HAPPY NOW?
BYEBYE.
I HOPE YOU HAVE FUN BVTCHING ABOUT ME &MY OTHER FRIENDS.