Friday, December 25, 2009, 12/25/2009 12:48:00 pm
The decision is pretty much set already isnt it?
the 2 choice on monday is either this or that.
choose to stay and re do one whole year of shit, or leave.
even if i were ready to make all the promises of doing a million times better.
trying harder.
not playing my year away.
or whatever. it's not going to help.
there's no use in all these promises if i cant even get the chance to make them.
monday is redundant.
i dont really want to go through all this. i dont even want to go through it at all.and they're gonna be all like 'yeah that;s what they all say. but you reap what you sow. you deserve this'well duh, i mean how many students have you seen over this already?im sure you're more or less numb towards this. it's just a procedure. paperwork. just one of those students wwho dont make the cut, again.but yeah, it's my first time being put through this. and i wonder how yours was.i already can see where this whole meeting is heading.i should just die or something. save all the trouble.